Wednesday, August 31

Unspoken Someone

Have you ever felt something that just resonated inside of you? That there was something in your soul that needed to be said or done or let loose? I don't know if it's today or just the weather or something else, but I just feel unsaid. There is no other way to describe this feeling that grows inside of me sometimes. There's something powerfull within me that needs to be released, even as I type this it fades like a dream you've just woken up from. There's nothing to do about it that's what's sad. I want to scream and dance, to laugh and cry; I want to shout something from the highest building and I want to crawl under my bed and never come out. There is something unexplained in me, something undiscovered that even I don't understand. I want to be something more than I am, but I don't know how to become that someone.


Blogger Catherine said...

Yes. I do. Sometimes I express it through playing the guitar. Sometimes I express it through dancing. And often I express it through writing. Like you just did. Because it has to get out somehow. And I think that may be exactly what you did here. Because it is beautiful. Simply beautiful. It resonates with my spirit and reminds me of feelings sometimes felt and often forgotten but that should not be lost. There are some things that can never be fully expressed or realized while we are still on this earth, but some can.

And you are in the process of discovery right now. It is beginning. You are becoming that someone even as you read this. You are learning how, even if you don't recognize it yet.

September 01, 2005 1:10 AM  

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